So it's 4 am

While sick baby is finally back to sleep for a moment, I laid in bed with a stirring mind of what I need to do today.  Who I needed to call, what letters I need to write and so on.  I figured now would better than later to get started, because a sick baby awaken has no time for a working lil GMomma.  I am been really praying and thinking about this whole mission and how it has so quickly transpired into what was once on my Bucket List into now Reality.  I'm so fired up. Thank you Lord, for you have open Generous hearts and Generous minds, to push me along as we wanted to make this dream come true.  So, as you all know, it is so easy to doubt ourselves, to question our ability, our motives our ideas, our dreams. Somedays I stop and pray, "Oh Lord, is this what you meant when I got this vision in my heart.  Am I suppose to be doing all this, on this scale?" I quickly stop and remind myself of what Pastor Steve teaches so often about, "Feel it in your heart.", it's in the heart, that matters not the mind, believe it in your heart, the heart, the heart. It says it in the bible... Get this....
 ”A man’s heart plans his way, but the Lord directs his steps.” (Proverbs 16:9)
“Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge Him, and He shall direct your paths.” (Proverbs 3:5)
Now go back to my quote I underlined. "this vision in my heart."  I did not ask what was on my mind
, it was already on my HEART.  I answered my own question. I have felt this on my heart my whole life, it was not just a thought, or a vision in my mind but a vision in my heart.  I believe if you feel something so deep that you feel it and you believe it in your heart that you have already found your answer. So I started thinking what do I want to do with this, what is on my heart, what do I want others to get out of this, so these words came to my heart;

• To help people find there purpose in life
• Give people the 2nd chance they never thought they could have
• Inspire others
• Be a part of something good
• Impact the lives of others
• Be positive
• Live for Jesus
• Live daringly
• Never give up on YOURself and YOUR dreams
• Believe, believe, believe
• Love others
• Reach out
• Mentor
• Take chances and risks
• Stay focused and committed
• Never let people's judgement on you stop your mission
• Carry your missions in your heart as Jesus carried the cross for us
• serve eachother, EVERYDAY, people's needs never stop
• make a difference
• Bring awareness
• give to those less fortunate
• count your blessings
• Thank GOD!
• Thank GOD! (yes I said it twice, no typo)
• save lives
• Lift people up
• BE THE VOICE
• stand up for your beliefs
• stand up for a cause
• STAND UP!

CAN I GET AN AMEN!
Much love from this Gmomma out!
Steph